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Intelligence and stupidity: A constant battle

As an evolving species, how much significant and accomplished are we? Homo Sapiens Sapiens is a species with high intelligence, and one of the major determining aspects for that, is our unique curiosity and ability to find new information. Altogether, many a different aspects of our intelligence validate our highest placement in the hierarchical composition among all the species living on Earth. However, we seem to live simultaneously with two of our very own contrasting natures. On one hand, we might be intelligent and significant in ways that we don't even yet realise. And on the other hand, we are so infinitesimally small in the universe, while causing such a damage to this planet and her ecosystem, that we seem morbidly stupid to the point where our existential value looks questionable in itself. We always seem to partake in the battle between these two natures. A shrub grows into its full capacity, so does a mountain lion. But when observing growth in Homo Sapiens, different d...
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Unwritten lore

From trenches midst the rocky lichen with minute open cracks inside my cave I observe the endless sky. Dawn sheds in dark the ray o' light a new, my Author hints towards the revelation of prelude to my long unwritten lore amidst the overhaul of this world within. ©Atmajyoti Regmi 2022/08/29
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Sweet red little rising sun

Like vagabond in search of life, and yogi in the search of light, I wandered on in search of thee, with broken love and empty dreams, in terror of the darkest nights I shed my tears and pintless screams. I lost myself with hundred million tries and wept in air the stream of battle cries, and after darkest nights in face of dawn, I screamed like phoenix in the brightest morn', and saw my sweet red little rising sun! ©Atmajyoti Regmi 8th February, 2022
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On Love

 Love does not hurt. No. It doesn't. Our expectations do. The memories do. Miscommunication does. Our ambivalence does. Anger and/or rage does. Painful anguish does. Lacking of respect does. Our regression of mental state does. Our desperate craving does. The fear of or the shattering itself of our dreams does. Inadequate love for ourselves does. Lack of our own self's clarity does. Resisting to comprehend someone else's perspectives does. Various life altering situations affecting the connections do. Our self-serving biases and prejudices do. Our condescending acts, behavior or attitudes do. Agonizing in truth does. Unintended or intended hostility or malevolence does. Apathy and the lacking effort does. Rationalising or intellectualising the truth does. Displacement of our harsh emotions of anger, sadness and such into someone or something else does. Other various factors may hurt. But no! Love in itself does not. It is purity in itself. I might not even be wrong to write...
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Stargazing my days

"Stargazing my days" Imperfect graciousness, his god-gifted brain yet showing signs of sins, emotionally overwhelmed yet survived the years in numbers that fit in his palms in 10 fingers, or proudly so he thinks. His heart being wearily witnessing wise couldn't take it even a bit, so one day it slapped him and woke him from sleep, he then dared a little to dig deep within. Boy who'd hated Maths now found his insides geometrically aligned, he found out his sins can be forever forgiven, believing his within only sign he now shows is that of tanned mind working twice as hard even in 45 degree heat perpendicularly sky-rocketing. Flying, I rather would  be gazing at stars any day fixed on what matters to me over moon-walking at night!! - Atmajyoti April 16, 2020
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Pornography

I feel this lust take over me blinding me to death, All the pornsites speak of; mom/stepmom, dad/stepdad, hardcore/bdsm, brother/stepbrother, sister/step-sister, I drown in surreal pleasure in the pornsites I've always treasured. Two 'partners' involve in intercourse indulging in lust quenching their thirst selfishly calling it 'love', or the multiple sex partners, you've heard? Threesome or foursome, or gangbang to call it worse, or worst; all the fetishes with bdsm and blood. I love it all, and I put same excuse  when I feel I'm doing wrong questioning it off, "It is okay to watch. It is just a basic human need afterall" I know it is a basic human need, but what am I to learn when I only see luscious looking ugly lust and that penis running deep---- and the goddamned 'partners' don't even think of dressing each others up after they've f--ked? Have we come to be generation caring only about selfish needs? Have we come to be generat...
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सुरुवात : एक प्रेम कथा

Image Credit :  https://www.shutterstock.com/image-photo/alone-broken-sullen-young-teen-guy-1008731521 भन्ने गर्नुहुन्थ्यो मेरी हजुराआमा " जिवन दुखलाई जित्ने खेल हो , आत्तिन हुन्न , खुड्किला टेक्नुपर्छ साना साना ” लाग्थ्यो बालक छँदा सार्है ज्ञानी हुनुहुन्छ प्यारी हजुरआमा समयले मलाई बढायो बाँसघारी जसरी अनि महसुस हुन थाल्यो कि जीवन कुनै खेल होइन रहेछ फेरी खेल्न नपाइने , मर्दासम्म बाँच्नुपर्ने बाँच्दासम्म मरिरहनुपर्ने मलाई छर्लंग याद छ , त्यो अन्त्यको त्यो सुरुवातको दिन रगताम्मे थिएँ होला सायद मर्दामर्दा थाकीसकेको , अब बाँच्नुपर्यो भनेर पहिलो पटक आत्महत्या प्रयास गरेको दिन हातमा ब्लेड च्यापी , नसा च्वाट च्वाट काटी दरिद्रताको रगत सलल बगाउँंदै नशामा झुमेर मुटु दर्हो बनाउँदै , संसारसँग हारेर जङ्घ जितेको दिन                       *---*---*---*      ...
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