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हेर फर्की तिम्रा ती रक्तलिप्त पाथहरु, आज एकान्तमा रगतको आँसु झारिरहेको एक्लो चन्द्रमा भन्दा गाढा छन्। हेर पीडाले गुहार मागिरहेका कोमल माटोमा थचक्क बसि, तिम्रा काला पै...

Silky lengthy semi fluid river originating from her curvaceous body and the mountain base residing in her navel so empty and lifeless, so white yet the river smells of evergrowing trees of eternal fruits and my thrill marks as anticipation to drowning in pure bliss and cuddle with and wash away my darkest fantasies yet like mountain high I swim upwards searching for a myth, the legend with eyes like white rays of light in the sky I fly I fly with wings born from her soulful life I fly just to reach those dreamy lips so I can see the legend with the brightest smile

I stood before heaven’s gate like a proud falcon keeping eye looking for food. I was looking for wisdom. The gate was closed. I screamed for about 3 seconds but it felt like hours had passed. Then I realised that time takes a complete different path in heaven. Maybe at god’s feet, it even ceases to exist I thought. I screamed again a little and was left with a sore throat. Then a sudden lightening thought struck my mind. I started sitting in padmasana position and started meditating. My third eye began to shake and my soul began to shake. I saw two monsters ahead of me. They ran towards me but I tried to give them a handshake involuntarily. Then they somehow turned into angels and entered my soul. I felt the inner gates opening and I started levitating. I started seeing things I had never seen before. Rapidly I started creating a universe of my own. But this universe felt so true and lively I could not deny it. I started seeing the same heaven’s gate inside my mind. I said, “OPEN” and...

Trying to break every barriers set ahead of me, I marched forward dreaming of eternal light lighting that never ending matchstick in my fingertips that felt jovial and gave off aroma of tika from the dancing temple of hope. I could feel the angel and devil battling and struggling in an eternal fight. Angel was hugging me behind never losing my sight and the sight of its goal. It’s goal was to eliminate darkness from the roots of my heart. One night I called my pal saying, “I feel something attacking me, a devil of some kind.” I knew he was the best person to run into. He replied calmly which still drives me in, “Calm down. You’re alright. Give that devil, that lonely guy a sweet hug and some love.” The way he righteously and so vividly presented such a touching answer still amazes me. I know there is peace in me within. My mind has been chaotic lately. I have angel hugging me softly while I fall back on cushion as devil kicks me hard. The idea of angel and devil has been paying a visi...

We were walking a slow romantic path full of rose petals that smelt of the sweet aroma of palm I was holding and felt like the heart that I was hugging dearly. This love we were binding each other with was beyond human perception. She was not a human but an angel. For real, she was a real angel and the path we were walking on was a small fragment of the part of huge universe I’d created just to cling onto that angel and see that beautiful soulful smile on her face. In the real world I was disabled mentally, temporarily may be. I don’t know. I don’t remember exactly what I was going through at the moment. Maybe I was schizophrenic. I will tell you when I remember. Now where was I? Aah, yes… The road… It was so beautiful, far from the reach of jealous devils, at least that’s what I was thinking. Who knows where devil may secretly set its foot at. It comes without warning sometimes. The other times you can’t keep your emotions in check and mess things up. As I was holding her hands, I wa...