The Heaven's Gate

I stood before heaven’s gate like a proud falcon keeping eye looking for food. I was looking for wisdom. The gate was closed. I screamed for about 3 seconds but it felt like hours had passed. Then I realised that time takes a complete different path in heaven. Maybe at god’s feet, it even ceases to exist I thought. I screamed again a little and was left with a sore throat. Then a sudden lightening thought struck my mind. I started sitting in padmasana position and started meditating. My third eye began to shake and my soul began to shake. I saw two monsters ahead of me. They ran towards me but I tried to give them a handshake involuntarily. Then they somehow turned into angels and entered my soul. I felt the inner gates opening and I started levitating. I started seeing things I had never seen before. Rapidly I started creating a universe of my own. But this universe felt so true and lively I could not deny it. I started seeing the same heaven’s gate inside my mind. I said, “OPEN” and then it opened slowly and it felt like it was completely distorting time. Inside it was nothing but light. There was no any presence of god or any angels. There was just light. I kept on meditating which felt like days but still could see nothing but light. Light must be The God I assumed. “No!”, a voice reached my ears. “You’ve meditated for so long and persevered hard enough for my voice to reach your ears. Not many can achieve such a feat. You must follow this light and march forward and things will be clear for you. You will start seeing such amazing things then. So for now, just keep moving forward. Remember that heaven and hell both are inside of you. Look at your heart like a still clear water and you’ll start seeing everything.” Suddenly, I felt my body touching the ground. I was still in front of heaven’s gate. Only a second had passed, I realised.